/ 11:17 PM

happy 4th monthsary my love! whatever problems there may be, we face them together <3>


im keeping up with my study timetable - revise lecture notes do tutorials blabla. tts a good sign! and i talk more in school now, but still need improvement.

and I FINALLY GOT A NEW PHONE ! its HTC Touch II ^^ i've been wanting tt phone since last week but they were out of stock. my dad pre-ordered and they said they will give me a call when the stock comes in. but! the whole of last week no calls came until my dad went to the shop yesterday and ask in person. what's worst is tt the first girl he asked said no stock, the 2nd guy he asked say left the last one. lesson learned: do not trust these kind of people, ask again to confirm. do not assume no phone call = no stock. go down and demand for one!

last monday i missed dinner with CLOTT, today i missed dinner with the wonderful 4. im so sorry! meet up again soon! T_T

/ 2:46 AM

i feel so demoralised.

there were many quarrels over the groupings for proj work. i feel tt i dont seem to belong anywhere. i feel tt i wont be much happy in my group when its finally decided ): and also tt china girl chose me as her partner for IBN. i was like whaaat!! i didnt even have the choice to reject. but its not tt someone else would be kind enough to save me from screwing my grade =/

i didnt get pass China ITP interview. i was surprised at the way i spoke mandarin at tt time. it sucks like im some kind of english person who has difficulty speaking mandarin. BUT im a chinese person!!! it sucks to see my classmates being confirmed when im the few who didnt succeed. seriously wad is wrong with me.

there's also a problem with my GPA. it just keeps going down and down and down every semester. even when i increase the study days per module from 1 day to 3 days. i took the effort to study well! its really depressing to get the same results. when i told my mum i tried my best, she thinks i never put in enough effort. when am i going to show some improvement?!! this sem i've promised to be a good student - sleep early, revise lecture notes, do tutorials. and i've planned out a study timetable... hopefully i'll follow it closely and hopefully all my effort and hard work will show SOME results...

and im starting to understand the feelings of the outcasted...

i wonder why i cant seem to think on the positive side this time round. this doesnt sound like me!!

wanxuan needs some motivation, people ):

/ 2:41 PM

hi! im here to blog.

celebrated casslynn's birthday on 5/9 at DXO. the "grinding the bday girl" experience was hilarious hahaha. feel like posting photos but is suuuuuuper lazy. go see my facebook :D she has now gone to China for 42 days. gave her a surprise by seeing her off at the airport at 7am in the morning!! touched hor? xD but the thing is i didnt make it a plan to wake up, i just played game until 5am+ hahaha.

PLAY RUNES OF MAGIC SG/MY PLEASE! this game is like World of Warcraft tts why we need alot of ppl to run instance T_T im like helping them to advertise the game.

hmm, time spent at home during the holidays are getting lesser. i rmb when i was year1 i can spend a whole WEEK at home just playing game. cos now im spending time with my precious oneee x3 things were rough previously, but he finally understood and see things more openly. so now things are going smoothhhh hehehe (x

k to make my blog appear more lively, here's one photo:



P/S: i feel like changing my blogskin

/ 2:55 PM

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YUNNI the dinosaur !!!
and yes girl, i miss uuuuuuu :D

/ 10:24 PM

-end 1 month 5 days-


we'll make it through together.
he's going reservice for 2 weeks ): i'll miss you very very much!

/ 11:17 PM

happy 4th monthsary my love! whatever problems there may be, we face them together <3>


im keeping up with my study timetable - revise lecture notes do tutorials blabla. tts a good sign! and i talk more in school now, but still need improvement.

and I FINALLY GOT A NEW PHONE ! its HTC Touch II ^^ i've been wanting tt phone since last week but they were out of stock. my dad pre-ordered and they said they will give me a call when the stock comes in. but! the whole of last week no calls came until my dad went to the shop yesterday and ask in person. what's worst is tt the first girl he asked said no stock, the 2nd guy he asked say left the last one. lesson learned: do not trust these kind of people, ask again to confirm. do not assume no phone call = no stock. go down and demand for one!

last monday i missed dinner with CLOTT, today i missed dinner with the wonderful 4. im so sorry! meet up again soon! T_T

/ 2:46 AM

i feel so demoralised.

there were many quarrels over the groupings for proj work. i feel tt i dont seem to belong anywhere. i feel tt i wont be much happy in my group when its finally decided ): and also tt china girl chose me as her partner for IBN. i was like whaaat!! i didnt even have the choice to reject. but its not tt someone else would be kind enough to save me from screwing my grade =/

i didnt get pass China ITP interview. i was surprised at the way i spoke mandarin at tt time. it sucks like im some kind of english person who has difficulty speaking mandarin. BUT im a chinese person!!! it sucks to see my classmates being confirmed when im the few who didnt succeed. seriously wad is wrong with me.

there's also a problem with my GPA. it just keeps going down and down and down every semester. even when i increase the study days per module from 1 day to 3 days. i took the effort to study well! its really depressing to get the same results. when i told my mum i tried my best, she thinks i never put in enough effort. when am i going to show some improvement?!! this sem i've promised to be a good student - sleep early, revise lecture notes, do tutorials. and i've planned out a study timetable... hopefully i'll follow it closely and hopefully all my effort and hard work will show SOME results...

and im starting to understand the feelings of the outcasted...

i wonder why i cant seem to think on the positive side this time round. this doesnt sound like me!!

wanxuan needs some motivation, people ):

/ 2:41 PM

hi! im here to blog.

celebrated casslynn's birthday on 5/9 at DXO. the "grinding the bday girl" experience was hilarious hahaha. feel like posting photos but is suuuuuuper lazy. go see my facebook :D she has now gone to China for 42 days. gave her a surprise by seeing her off at the airport at 7am in the morning!! touched hor? xD but the thing is i didnt make it a plan to wake up, i just played game until 5am+ hahaha.

PLAY RUNES OF MAGIC SG/MY PLEASE! this game is like World of Warcraft tts why we need alot of ppl to run instance T_T im like helping them to advertise the game.

hmm, time spent at home during the holidays are getting lesser. i rmb when i was year1 i can spend a whole WEEK at home just playing game. cos now im spending time with my precious oneee x3 things were rough previously, but he finally understood and see things more openly. so now things are going smoothhhh hehehe (x

k to make my blog appear more lively, here's one photo:



P/S: i feel like changing my blogskin

/ 2:55 PM

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YUNNI the dinosaur !!!
and yes girl, i miss uuuuuuu :D

/ 10:24 PM

-end 1 month 5 days-


we'll make it through together.
he's going reservice for 2 weeks ): i'll miss you very very much!